never forget where i'm at

i'm sitting here munching away on some left over skittles and decided i really should actually post something. well, what i REALLY should be doing is burning cds for ppl. meh. i'm far too lazy right now.
cricket an i went on a lil bit of a road trip this weekend. and we still aren't sick of eachother....weird. we went up to michigan. well wisconsin. no. ok i'm not entirely sure where we technically were. it's like the very border of wi and mi. a good friend lives up yonder and was like "hey come up. i'm having ppl over". i've been getting very restless staying in this general vicinity for so long so that was a totally welcomed invite. left sat. morning and didn't get lost at all! by about 3 we were in the middle of nowhere with some gr8 friends! new ones too! it was such a chill weekend. we played games, caught up, played music, and just enjoyed eachothers company. that's really what there is to do up there, u have to enjoy eachother. there's so much to do down here that that often gets over looked. it's the ppl, not the thing u choose to do.
sunday came and we headed out to the meeting....got there a lil late, go figure. the watchtower rocked. we are definatly being prepared. grabbed lunch with some friends afterwards. unfortunatly mike's house tried to kill me so when we got back i had to pack up pretty kwik and we headed out. asthma attack the nite b4 and i didn't wanna have a repeat. which is so weird cuz i haven't had anything that bad in ages! not to mention if ur not from the area u really don't wanna drive in the dark, WAY too many animals that will jump out in front of u. i've actually had a black bear run out in front of me before. cricket drove so i could get some sleep, that was sweet of her.....cept for the part when she woke me up asking which way we should turn and we were nowhere near where we needed to be.....missed a turn. haha oh well.
made it back home and ended up having some ppl over. that was cool, cept for the part where i was dead tired. haha hope some ppl brushed up on their smash bros skills!
i'm completely torn right now. what do i do? where do i go? do i stay? i dunno. i know a lot of ppl are going thru the same thing right now. i feel it's a lil different for me tho becuz seriously i think i could be happy just a bout anywhere. so then i'm like hey, y not go?? then i'm still like where?? ugh. i dunno. my reasonable side (which i tend to ignore most of the time) says u have a decent job, u have amazing friends, u could do a lot of good here, stay. and then there's that something else in me saying screw that! get out there and do something gr8!! any suggestions? in the meantime i'll wait and see what happens. ok i need more food than just leftover skittles. take care all.