i can make a mess like nobody's business

u know u had a decent football game when ur in the shower trying to determine bruises from mud.

wow i guess there's been quite a lot of happenings. ummm crashed a wedding on sat. ok no, i was going to crash but then somehow i accidentally got invited by the groom, so technically i ended up not crashing. but it sounds cooler to say crash. that was fun. jamin and i met up with a bunch of the milwaukee guys b4 hand ( love those guys!!)and went out to eat. then to the reception. granted i was like completely outta my element being all r and b and hip hop and what not but it was a blast! and not dancing was pretty much not an option, someone would grab u and not let go making u dance the entire song. haha thats ok tho, teddy and i totally rocked that salsa dance! : P

i'm officially a reg aux now. only good can come from that.

so it kinda of scares me as to who actually pays attention. ppl r watching u even when ur not aware. and i don't mean that in a creepy sorta way. i'm not sure i like it when i get to a point where ppl can actually point out to me that somethings not right and i've seemed a bit off or stressed. i'll be honest, my mind has been like everywhere. last nite for example i'm hanging with some gr8 friends and i'm just not really there. u'd be amazed how well u can fake. just lost in thought, that's all. don't take it personally.

ani, in like 1 month. i'm giving up a ska show to go see her. it better be amazazing! i'm sure it will. i mean come on, itz ani!! just got the tix. don't get me wrong, i've seriously cut back on shows, i'm letting some amazing bands slip by lately. however this is nessecity for me. shez one of those musicians i just HAVE to see. if ur a fan u'd understand. well, i've got some ppl coming over in a bit so i best be off. take care all.