tell all ur friends

outta sight outta mind. or so it seems. it's a bit of a challenge to stay involved in everyones lives. it sux. unless of course ur trying to push me out, then just say so and save me the agony of trying to be where i'm not wanted. i was chatting with a person bringing out some click issues i've been seeing and suggested widening out more, becuz it's really a wonderful thing. somehow it got brought out that wideing out can mean leaving ur old friends or some crap like that. or maybe that was just meant towards me. i dunno, i never got it clarified. is that the case? it's not my intention at all, i hate leaving old friends behind (although sadly sometimes u have to)...do my actions show that tho? thought provoking. i tend to not be around a lot, or not see those i really want to enough, i'm terribly sorry. i'll work on that. it's kinda hard to be everywhere at once tho. it goes both ways tho, ppl don't see me and i become non- existant, am i not anything to u unless i'm with u? messed up.

taking back sunday. i'm speechless....mainly cuz i kinda lost my voice a lil from screaming along. it was sooooooooo hot...in both meanings of the word. we danced for the subways, i love their accents!! it was a blast. head automica was ok, the acoustics weren't really to their advantage. angels and airwaves, i'll bring u up to date realy quick with this band. u know blink 182?? dumb question of course u do, everyone does. well this is tom delonge's (singer from blink) new band, he recruited members from i believe boxcar racer and the distillers as well to make something gr8. u expect something special from such well known musicians, they didn't disapoint. there was something in the air when they played. honestly. i moved and could feel static electricty or something everywhere, it was so weird. tbs, wow. i had no idea how gr8 they would be...again. i think having jen there to scream along with me to everything made it that much better, thanx buddie.

well i'm off to catch up on some reading, possibly catch up on mixing some cd's i've promised for ppl, and then well, who knows. it's so gr8 to just sit back and not have anything planned sometimes. i hope it storms. take care all.